碰觸的心理
雙頻道錄像裝置,彩色無聲,影像長度13分55秒 2005 A Mind of Skin Touch Double Channel Video Setting, Color without Sound, Duration: 13’55” 2005 2005 台北美術獎優選
2005 Selected for 2005 Taipei Arts Awards |
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當開始意識到人群時,身體便會開始做出反應動作。是躲避呢?還是渴望接觸(截處)?假設我在一個畏懼陌生肢體接觸的狀態裡,我假設在一個人群雜沓的狀態,肢體的閃躲在這裡是一種假設的厭惡,拒絕著陌生的體感。然而,總是會有無可避免的時候。在那個當下,我假設我的意識開始抽離那個當下,我假設我的假設是個內在的視鏡情況,我假設轉換陌生不再是個陌生而令我畏懼。我在期待一個接觸,來自於我對陌生的不認同,我所假設的不認同,我只認同認同我的肌膚的熟識者。 我對於它們的假設,來自於我對表象的成見,順從,一種隱晦的頤指氣使。
My body reacts consciously while I am aware of the close approach or contact from other people. Does this reaction come from aversion or, on the contrary, from the desire of the physical intimacy? Supposing that I am in the state of Haphephobia and being situated in a crowded place, the conscious aversion would be suggested as an assumed disgust at unfamiliar contact from strangers around me; however, there is always a very unavoidable moment. When this moment comes, I could feel that my consciousness changes and shifts, like seeing it through a laparoscope inside my body. And then, my fear is transformed. My expectation of physical contact both comes from my assumed denial of unfamiliarity and recognition of familiarity. All my assumption and proposition comes from the preconception toward the surface of this world and becomes an obscure rule.
My body reacts consciously while I am aware of the close approach or contact from other people. Does this reaction come from aversion or, on the contrary, from the desire of the physical intimacy? Supposing that I am in the state of Haphephobia and being situated in a crowded place, the conscious aversion would be suggested as an assumed disgust at unfamiliar contact from strangers around me; however, there is always a very unavoidable moment. When this moment comes, I could feel that my consciousness changes and shifts, like seeing it through a laparoscope inside my body. And then, my fear is transformed. My expectation of physical contact both comes from my assumed denial of unfamiliarity and recognition of familiarity. All my assumption and proposition comes from the preconception toward the surface of this world and becomes an obscure rule.