狀態#2
單頻道錄像裝置,黑白無聲,影像長度11分40秒 2004 Condition#2 single channel video setting, BW without Sound, Duration: 11’40” 2004 2004 第2屆桃源創作獎 入選
2004 Selected for The 2nd Taoyuan Creation Award |
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一開始,我試圖要傳達的是一種不安感,有時我會被突然襲來的不安感所包圍住,身體的力量從腳底魚貫地流洩出來,留下不知所措的軀殼,嘴裡盡是一種發高燒 時,嚼紙般無味的口水味道,我想那個時候的身體是在隱隱的發抖著的,我不斷的回溯當時的身體感受,覺得好像任何人的擁抱安撫、任何的岸邊,即使抓住了我也 無法制止快速離我而去的身體力量,洶湧流逝而留下搖晃不安的軀殼,於是我便努力地辨識在腦海中那個模糊的、還能令我站在原地的來源,但我卻看不見那個東 西,只能辨認出與之聯繫的一條細長的繩索,於是我便緊緊的捉住這根繩子,依附其上,離地,觀望著剝離我腳底的影子,失落地看著影子描繪出我的狀態。
At the beginning, I attempt to deliver a sense of agitation. Sometimes, I would be abruptly overwhelmed by agitation, the strength inside my body rushed out from the bottom of my feet, left with a bushed shell, the mouth was full of a taste of dull as if you were chewing papers, similar to the taste when you have a fever. I think the body would shiver indistinctively. I kept on recalling the sensation my body felt under that state, none of anyone’s comforts or any seashore, even hold me tightly can stop the strength from rushing out, raging out and left the body shaking. So I try so hard to recognize that obscure image of source, which held me standing, but I can’t see that thing, I can only identify the thin rope that link me to that source, so I grab onto it tightly & attach to it, above the ground, observing the shadow which peeled off from my feet, sadly watching the shadow shaping my condition.
At the beginning, I attempt to deliver a sense of agitation. Sometimes, I would be abruptly overwhelmed by agitation, the strength inside my body rushed out from the bottom of my feet, left with a bushed shell, the mouth was full of a taste of dull as if you were chewing papers, similar to the taste when you have a fever. I think the body would shiver indistinctively. I kept on recalling the sensation my body felt under that state, none of anyone’s comforts or any seashore, even hold me tightly can stop the strength from rushing out, raging out and left the body shaking. So I try so hard to recognize that obscure image of source, which held me standing, but I can’t see that thing, I can only identify the thin rope that link me to that source, so I grab onto it tightly & attach to it, above the ground, observing the shadow which peeled off from my feet, sadly watching the shadow shaping my condition.